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the lessons I've gained

please slap me for this update -___- i should not online for this purpose and i feel that im so vain.=(this few nights I found myself could hardly get into my sleep.Maybe the stress is compressing me to study more,but y…
today i meant this morning,i slept at 4 am and woke up before six.haha,damn.my eyes were like cannot open already.what to do?i think i slept too much in the evening already.so..i must regain my normal life by sleeping ea…
first of everything.;HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR LOO KIN CHOY!:)UHMMM; one thing to start;my life is pretty sucks at moment.WHY WHY WHY?i want to concentrate in my studies,but i slept more than i study.WTH? =pand.i dont know wh…
approcimately,five years ago..i'd made my decision to join SJA.I thought its just a boring association and very mafan..i was so small that time.So so freaking shorter than now.Now consider as taller..initially i gave a d…
THE DAY HAS COME.

i guess,everyone knows my feeling already right?the day is after tomorow.tomorow i'll go to somewhere,and get ready for saturday.As im typing,my hands are shaking.I wonder how am i going to go through it steadily.Will yo…
ACTUALLYY I DONT FEEL LIKE UPDATINGGG ANYMOREEE,because,EVERY SINGLE DAY BEFORE THE COMP,I'LL UPDATE THIS BLOGGG WITH MY DAMNNN EMOTIONS; =((((((anyway.everything so far..so GOOD!i think.LOL?shoes settled.uniform okayy.p…
random thoughts

to be counted as years,its almost more than 4 years..I experienced many many things..from the first camp i joined..until today.I gained alot of knowledge outside.I learnt that life isnt always good.Family is not the onl…
I CANNOT TAKE ITLAHHHHHHHH!!!WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG TO ME? MY HANDS WERE SHAKING THESE FEW DAYS.I CANTTT STOP BITINGGG MY FINGERSS.!!ARGHHHH.WTF WTF WTFFFF LAHHHHH!!GUESS WHAT HAPPENEDDD JUST NOW..I CALLED HER TO MAKE SU…
Just chatted with Zhen Ming,wentz,and andrew,Dont ask me why i chat with him..I dont know..I know wentz also pressure already..i am realy scared..undeniable..I told this to Wai Seng and Ubi..Wai Seng said;what to scared?…
trainings

i just bathed.just came back from training with ubi and wai seng. undeniable,both of you helped me alots..and what i worried now is that i will forget everything and i am not unable to lead well especially during marchin…